Week 31, Day 216 – “Retired”

Retired

The smell of fresh espresso was enough to wake me up today. As I walked in the coffee shop, Jerry greeted me with a big “Hello.”  He must have gotten an extra shot in his cappuccino, because it was much too early to be this chipper. “So what’s up?” I asked as I sat down.  Jerry looked over at me with a big smile and said, “I don’t think I’m going to be seeing you here anymore.  I’m done. I’m through with all of it. I’m retired.”

“You just up and quit?”

“Yep, that’s what happened,” he explained.  “Sat at my desk and thought about what was really important to me, and that job just didn’t make the list.”

“Don’t mean to question, but I didn’t think you made enough money to be retiring at your age.”

“Well, I guess I’m not really retiring, more just changing my focus.  I’ve always wanted to publish a magazine, so I got what money I had together, and I’m going to give it a go.”

“The next Business Week?” I supposed.

“No, you’ve got it all wrong,” Jerry corrected.  “I’m going to write about the important things: sex, Cubs, and rock-n-roll.  A magazine about the life.  About the life I want to be living.”

I could see he was looking for approval, asking with his eyes, if I understood, if I felt his passion.  To be honest, it seemed like a big mistake to give up a good job for something so frivolous.  “That’s great,” I said.  “I’m glad that you are living your dream.”

I never saw Jerry after that, but I still check the news stands.

Week 31, Day 215 – “Scratch”

Scratch

buffalo shit smells
in big piles on the prairie
stepping out to enjoy some nature
and there goes that pair of shoes
should’a, would’a worn boots today
if I’d known about your lies
thought we’d get together
just you and I, like the young days
and maybe, you know, frolic
like we used to
but you were back spreading fertilizer
which stinks but helps the grass grow
in spring through summer
you were kind of like that
a stinking fucking mess
that I needed to help grow

Week 31, Day 214 – “Unfair”

Unfair

i call unfair on you
the ones in power
the ones with money
deciding my life
without my consent
buying my future
for pennies on the dollar

Week 31, Day 213 – “Small”

Small

a grain of sand
lost in the black hole
center of our galaxy
crushed to infinite smallness
where matter turns to light
and light never escapes

teeny tiny little bity
this is the weight of a soul

Week 31, Day 212 – “Run Away”

Run Away

new breeze blows warm air
with the smell of salty sea
asking us to run

Week 31, Day 211 – “2010”

2010

twenty ten
two zero one zero
or is than naught
all for that
all for naught
all for one
and one for naught
just do it
for no reason
whatever
whatever happens
whatever it takes
no stopping until its done
done on earth as it is in heaven
where god talks
to the dead
and they converse about big ideas
ideas with no answers
on earth
filled with water
coming from the sky
the blue sky
made from bending sun light
sunny delight
for breakfast
and maybe some french toast
mmm, mmm, good

Week 30, Day 210 – “Sad Movies”

Sad Movies

sad movies always make me cry,
but reality never does
don’t know why that is
maybe i’m a bad person
or maybe
that’s just the way i’m built
a little different from everyone else

Week 30, Day 209 – “Yes, I am”

Yes, I am

are you coming to say goodbye?
to see me off at the airport?
to wish me well in my new endeavor?
I am going on, moving forward,
but I will miss you
and remember you

Week 30, Day 208 – “Ear Ache”

Ear Ache

woke to a bad day
ears crackle and dizzy head
can’t think straight

Week 30, Day 207 – “Green”

Green

what do children of the desert
think of environmentalism?
they’ve never seen a forest
never sat in the shade
of their favorite oak tree
and read poetry
or rolled down grassy hills
or wadded in a shallow stream

what do you tell these children
when they ask you why?
why care about green
when their whole lives are white
white walls, sky and sand
warmed to unreasonable degrees

save the earth kids
so i can enjoy the great outdoors
at home.